i quit my job today.�
it was hard building up the nerve to go tell the boss, but i did
it and it went fairly well.� hard to tell a secret you�ve
been keeping for over a year.� people were completely blindsided
by the fact that i�m going into music. It felt like a dream.
�about 6 months ago i was in a local store thats next to all the
art galleries.� i passed a refrigerator magnet that said the
following:
�WHATEVER YOU CAN DO,
OR DREAM YOU CAN,
BEGIN IT
BOLDNESS HAS
GENIUS, POWER
AND MAGIC IN IT. [GOETHE]
as stupid as this sounds, i somehow felt that i had to buy it.
That the decision was to be made right there. Buying it meant
believing in myself and my aspirations, simply passing by (and being
my normal frugal self) meant that i would continue doing the
sensible things that everyone expected of me.
I bought it and it helped remind my day after day to just start my
dream, regardless of the challenges and financial difficulties that
may lie ahead. Regardless of how irrational it may sound to some
people. Regardless of the fact that i don't have it all figured out.
but i at least know that its the right thing for me to do, and for
once, feel good deep down about the direction i'm heading.
The following is very overdramatic and not completely fitting but
i couldn't resist; i've been dying to use it in one of my entries:
DAMN THE TORPEDOES! FULL SPEED AHEAD!
10:41 p.m. - 2006-05-05
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