so far everything about the new school i'm attending has been great. exceeding my expectations. it amazes me how in one fell swoop i can go from having my music career be just a fantasy, to being exactly where i need to be to make it happen. now that i've seen how serious and cool the school is i'm kind of amazed i got in. i get private composition lessons once a week and my other classes appear to only have like 5 people in them. i'm having to adjust to going to such a small school, but so far i like it better. it certainly appears to be a better learning environment.
i feel like for the past 6 yrs or so i have been spending nearly everyday doing something that i didn't want to do. it feels so good to wake up in the morning and look forward to what i have to do that day.
i'm in such a good mood i'm a little suspicious i'm getting manic and that it won't last. but i think this time, it could very well last.
maybe there was a good reason i've been depressed these past 6 yrs. maybe its because i wasn't doing what i wanted to be doing.... i'm glad i didn't go on prozac.
this could be real good......
11:02 p.m. - 2006-09-17
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