I just thought I'd share some of the stuff that I have written even if some of it isn't complete.
I used to be a huge Nirvana fan and still like some a lot of what he said but don't listen to it as much. I guess I want to progress from there. But here is a list of quotes of his that I like with some of my comments on them.
Just because you�re paranoid, doesn�t mean they�re not after you.
Truth is covered in security. I won�t let it cover me.
(wow this is a huge one. HUGE. It is basically dismissing the idea of wishful thinking, which is what the majority of our happiness is based upon.)
Don�t tell me what I want to hear, scared I�ve never known of fear.
I love you for what I am not, I do not want what I have got.
I�d rather be dead than cool, I don�t know why.
Stay away.
There�s something in the way. And its ok to eat fish cause they don�t have any feelings.
I wish I was like you, easily amused, find my nest of salt, everything�s my fault, I�ll take all the blame opposite from shame.
I�ve been locked inside her heart shaped box for weeks.
Teenage angst has paid off well. Now I�m bored and old. If she floats then she is not a witch like we had thought. Serve the servants. I tried hard to have a father but instead I had a Dad. I just want you to know that, I don�t hate you anymore. There is nothing I could say that I haven�t thought before. Serve the servants.
Its so relieving to know that you�re leaving as soon as you get your way.
What is wrong with me?
Nature is a whore. Weather changes moods. Spring is here again. Reproductive glands.
(�Nature is a whore� is an awesome line. It shows how our ideals don�t real mesh with the rest of life around us. Plus it is a very questioning quote. Is it a sin to fornicate? If so, and if the same thing holds true for other things, then nature is one big whore. The following lines shows the problems he has dealing with himself as a part of nature and not the idealistic �almost God� that we make ourselves. We like to think of ourselves as very virtuous, as always doing the right thing based on what the right thing is. But he brings into the picture that our mood can be affected by weather, and our sexual urges that seem to change with the seasons. So we are not completely �free� we are in some ways bound to parts of nature. Another interesting point to make, you don�t have to believe something whole heartily in order to bring up the questions and feelings that it raises. He might have had this issue somewhat resolved but felt it useful to share it and the feelings that he had that went along with it.)
I love myself, better than you... I know its wrong, but what should I do?
We could plant a house, we could plant a tree, I don�t really care, we don�t have to breed.
(shows how he doesn�t see his sexual urges as pleasing. It doesn�t seem virtuous to want something so fleshly. It makes us feel like a slave to our nature)
I�m not like them but I can pretend. I think I�m dumb or maybe just happy....
(interesting by how happy goes with the song, questioning what it means to be happy, cause the song is real sad.)
I am my own parasite, I don�t need a host to live with, we can feed off of each other, we can share our endorphines.
(probably his saddest song that I know. Most suicidal song. �look on the bright side is suicide�. Shows how displeased he is with himself. I can sadly relate to this.)
I wanted more than I could steal.
(shows how he has found vanity in every kind of material possession.)
And the animals I�ve trapped have all become my pets.
10:40 p.m. - 2002-07-09
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