i wish i had the time to update more. In regards to the last entry: I still haven't gone and talked to her :( I haven't had too many opportunities but thats no excuse. The first time i tried to go talk to her I got really nervous and didn't think i could do it. I hadn't been that nervous about something in a long time. I was weak in the knees. I'm pathetic, I know.... I only have class with her once a week and thats pretty much the only time i see her so i haven't had too many opportunities. I was determined last class to talk to her. We had a test. I got done with my test and waited for her outside with every intention of talking to her. I was supposed to meet my senior design group in that same building and they walked out going to dinner and found me. I decided to go to dinner with them so i wasn't able to talk to her. But i was at least glad that i was going to. And even though i'm really depressed right now and don't want to do anything, i'm going to talk to her next chance i get.
spring break has been great. i traveled around with some of my friends. it was a good trip. breaks help me so much. I think i've decided that I have a problem with stress. I know what i want to do and whats important but i just let all the school stuff and everything get to me. The depression and the stress are feeding off each other too. It depressed me coming back home and realizing that I had to be me again rather than continue doing whatever i felt like.
I've got some stuff i want to talk about in here but i'm not feeling well right now. hopefully i'll be able to add it soon.
11:23 p.m. - 2003-03-14
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