Been putting in a lot of hours at work, but i�ve finally about got everything ready for the big presentation I give this week. kind of scared about that, but not too bad. i�m getting a little bit better about not stressing out at work. not as much as i would like, but at least i�m progressing some. unfortunately i haven�t really had as much time to read, think, and write as i would like, so i�m not sure what i�ll talk about here. Saw a show on the Shroud of Turin (supposed burial cloth of Jesus with 3D negative image of a crucified man on it). That was pretty cool. Its pretty amazing that the evidence seems to be pointing towards it possibly being authentic. They did a big science experiment on it earlier and carbon dated it to around medieval times but now they think that the carbon dating was wrong for a variety of reasons. Regardless of what you believe its a pretty intriguing thing to check out if you happen to catch it coming on PBS, or see it on the internet.
Its making me sad that i don�t seem to have anything to write about it here... all i�ve been doing is working and that seems like all my brain is capable of thinking about right now. weird thing is, i�m not even sure if i�m happy or sad right now. just concentrating so much on getting everything done. I have been really concentrating on trying to become a better stronger person lately tho, amidst all the work. the realization of my mortality is has been sinking in even deeper and making me really want to be able to live life unrestrained, the way i would want to live it, now before its too late. i can�t wait for my life to start like i seemed to do in the past. always saying that i�ll get better someday. someday is now. my life is passing. i think i may be calming down a bit with everything tho. which i think is good. its really not quite as big of a deal as i think it is how great of a life i end up living. that might be the wrong mentality to have, i don�t know. i�m going to live the best i can but i�m not going to worry about it. life is strange and imperfect. i�m too tired to write. hopefully work will let up soon.
9:59 p.m. - 2004-04-11
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